One of Us (2/3)

      Kristine Larsen (thequeen@ASTROCHICK.COM)
      Thu, 20 Sep 2001 00:06:34 -0400

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      Part 2:
      
      Richie wasn't satisfied by that logic -- not by a long shot. "So, you send
      both sides to their corners for a time-out? Send 'em to bed without supper?
      Meanwhile, people are getting murdered. How can you stand by and watch that
      happen?"
      
      "Sometimes it is all you *can do*. Other times...." The Tibetan paused,
      reflecting introspectively for a moment before continuing. "It is not merely
      'not killing' which Lord Buddha commanded, but the preserving of lives, as
      well. Under certain circumstances it may be necessary to take a
      counteraction to stop another's wrongdoing, but I believe that such measures
      can be enacted without anger. In fact, without anger, the counter measures
      are much more effective than when your mind is governed by strong afflictive
      emotion, because under such influence you may not take the appropriate
      action. Anger destroys one of the best qualities of the human brain --
      judgment, the capacity to think, 'This is wrong,' and investigate what the
      temporary and long term consequences of an action will be. It is necessary
      to calculate such circumstances before taking action; free of anger, the
      power of judgment is better."
      
      Richie reflected on this for a moment, then volleyed back with a more
      subdued response than before. "What do you mean, 'counter measures'? You
      mean it's okay to fight back -- to retaliate with force?"
      
      "Not merely 'retaliate,' Richie. That has a far different motivation than
      preserving human life. I have heard it said that nonviolence sometimes
      translates into 'surgical violence.' The Buddha did just that, in one of his
      previous lives, before reaching enlightenment. He was on a boat with five
      hundred people, and discovered that one of the passengers was a murderer who
      intended to kill everyone on board. He killed the murderer -- not to save
      his own life, or to punish the criminal for past offenses. He took one life
      to save others -- to prevent the future loss of innocent lives."
      
      "Ok, so, like a pre-emptive strike."
      
      The Tibetan pressed his palms together and raised them up to his lips in
      thought. "In a sense. However, remember that although he was not yet truly
      omniscient, he was close to attaining buddhahood, and had insight far
      superior to that of a normal person. Before one acts in such a situation,
      one must be utterly convinced that the action was in the best interest of
      the most number of people in the long run. Purity of motivation must be your
      guide." He paused, obviously lost in a moment of deep reflection. "It is
      best to avoid situations where your motivation can be put into question." He
      paused again, an expression of clarity and peace unfolding on his face. He
      gestured to the book in Richie's hand, once more. "That is why he is calling
      for compassion toward those who are the enemies of Tibet. The Chinese have
      greater hurdles to fear than the anger of those they have invaded. The
      actions they have committed -- and, I fear, will continue to commit in the
      future -- contribute to their negative karma. Whatever we do, either in this
      life or in another, the weight of karma will catch up with us. One day, they
      will be punished, even if we Tibetans appear to do nothing, even if we have
      no apparent power."
      
      "What comes around, goes around, right?" Richie offered, with a crooked half
      smile.
      
      Tsangyang shrugged slightly. "It is the way of things."
      
      "You sound like a monk," Richie jokingly responded, a smile tugging at his
      mouth.
      
      "I was one, once. More than once, actually."
      
      Richie perked up. "Really? You sound like a friend of mine. He was a monk,
      like every other century or something."
      
      "Is he a follower of the dharma?"
      
      Richie shook his head, sorrow darkening his gaze. "No, I mean, not
      literally, I guess. But he was a pretty holy guy, though, in his own way. I
      learned a lot from him."
      
      "Then he is a true follower of the dharma, in his own way," Tsangyang
      parroted.
      
      Nodding in understanding, Richie quietly offered, "Yeah, I guess he is...
      *was*."
      
      The Tibetan seemed to focus in on the melancholy in Richie's voice and
      expression. He closed his eyes and began to silently pray with great
      intensity, holding a single hand in front of his chest, the fingers forming
      one of the holy mudra signs Richie had seen countless times in Tibet.
      Tsangyang finally opened his eyes and met Richie's inquisitive gaze. "How
      old are you, Richie?"
      
      The young man shrugged uncomfortably. "Almost twenty six. Why?"
      
      Tsangyang smiled slightly. "When I was half your age, I was first given the
      pre-novice vows; when I was still younger that you, I returned my vows to my
      masters, and decided to live in the world. I felt I could serve my people
      best if I was amongst them, rather than hidden from the world."
      
      Richie chuckled. "I bet your masters were pretty ripped."
      
      The Tibetan smiled in recollection. "They were extremely disappointed, but I
      was headstrong, as I believe you are."
      
      "Yeah, I've been called that -- and worse. So, what happened?"
      
      "When I was only a few years younger than you are now, I was captured by the
      Mongolian army, but was rescued by two hundred of my faithful monks from
      Drepung Loseling."
      
      Incredulity flashed across Richie's open-mouthed face. "Wait -- a bunch of
      monks rescued you from an *army*?"
      
      "Not the entire army -- a small portion of it only."
      
      "Still, man, they musta thought you were *really* special -- even without
      your robes. What were you, a prince or something?"
      
      Tsangyang flashed a rather Enkidu-like smile. "In a sense, I suppose. The
      monks who saved me would have rather died than turn me over, when the
      Mongolians soon after surrounded the monastery."
      
      In a hushed tone, Richie asked, "What happened?"
      
      "I could not allow them to be harmed merely to save my life, so I
      surrendered. They would only let me leave after I made three promises."
      
      "Three promises? What did you promise?"
      
      The Tibetan threaded the fingers of his hands together and held his folded
      hands in front of his chest, above his heart. "That I would not allow the
      Mongols to harm me, that I would not leave Tibet, and I would return to them
      unharmed."
      
      "Well, they obviously didn't hurt you -- at least, not permanently."
      
      "No, I could not let them do that -- I had promised my people, after all."
      
      Richie was infinitely impressed with the solemnity of this man. In some ways
      he reminded Richie so much of the absent Akkadian it hurt. It was the
      obvious wisdom and thoughtfulness behind everything Tsangyang said -- the
      collected wisdom of many human lifespans put to good use. "What did you do,"
      he forced himself to ask, choking back tearful memories of the mentor he
      sorely missed.
      
      "I left my body, before we crossed over into Mongol territory."
      
      Puzzled by that matter-of-fact statement, Richie mulled it over to discern
      its true meaning. Figuring it to be a euphemism for suicide, he finally
      offered, "Oh, okay, I get it."
      
      Tsangyang smiled mysteriously -- yet again, that same Mona Lisa expression
      which Enkidu used whenever he was keeping something to himself.
      
      "So, did you return to the monks? Man, they musta freaked out, if you did!"
      
      "I kept my word." He glanced down at the picture of the burgundy robed monk
      on the cover of the book in Richie's hand. "I have returned to them, time
      after time. I have never abandoned my people."
      
      "They need all the help they can get," Richie sadly offered, staring down at
      the incongruously smiling face of the exiled ruler of a shattered people.
      
      Tsangyang reached out and gently placed a hand on one of the youth's
      shoulders. "Richie, when we meet a real tragedy -- which could happen to any
      of us -- we can react in two ways. Obviously we can lose hope, let ourselves
      slip into discouragement, into unending sadness. Or else we can wake
      ourselves up, discovering in ourselves an energy that was hidden there, and
      act with more clarity, more force. But not anger."
      
      Frustration clearly colored Richie's response. "Yeah, but how much can you
      take? How much can *anyone* take? Life can't be pain and suffering all the
      time, right? Where does it end?"
      
      "Beyond -- in nirvana." Tsangyang smiled briefly, and patted Richie's
      shoulder. "It is said that someone who acts as an enemy toward you is your
      best teacher. They offer us a precious opportunity -- to better ourselves.
      Shantideva wrote, 'Vanquish your anger, and you shall surely vanquish every
      enemy'." He noted the confusion on Richie's face, and smiled knowingly.
      "Perhaps you should begin with the words of the Blessed One himself, and
      leave the interpretation for another day." He gently took the volume from
      Richie's hands and replaced it on the shelf. He ran a finger over the spines
      of several nearby volumes, stopping at a rather tiny and easily overlooked
      work. With reverence, he gently slid the undersized paperback from the shelf
      and held it up to the crown of his head. He murmured a silent prayer, then
      handed it to Richie between pressed palms. "Read, reflect, and learn, Richie
      Ryan." With a parting enigmatic hint of a smile on his lips, Tsangyang
      waited for Richie to accept the book, then pressed his palms together and
      bowed to the young Immortal. With that, he turned to leave in silence.
      
      Richie watched the Tibetan leave, his gaze somehow held in rapt awe at the
      strange nobility in the stranger's every move. With a shake of his head, he
      tried to dislodge the uneasy sense of the supernatural from his mind, and
      turned his attention to the small volume still clutched in his hands. He
      thumbed through the pages, stopped about midway, and began to read aloud in
      a whisper.
      
      "The fool, due to his evil deeds,
      Suffers as if scorched by fire,
      He who inflicts pain on the innocent
      Comes to one of ten calamities."
      
      Pursing his lips, the young man nodded slowly in understanding. <<Okay, I
      can deal with that. What goes around, comes around. Sounds fair.>> He
      flipped the book over and noted the cheap price. With a smile, he bounded
      over to the checkout counter with his prize.
      
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