The Corners of My Mind (3 of 13)

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      Joe grunted his acceptance of that.  "Then too, some of us grow
      attached to our assignments and just want to spare them the
      consequences of dying in the open.  I've seen it before, especially
      with older Watchers and young ones, like Richie.  They feel a little
      protective -- wanna give the kids a chance to make it."
      
      "I suppose I should be grateful to him. Richie doesn't need another
      public death so soon - and not here in Seacouver.  It would be
      pretty hard on him to have to stay clear of his hometown for ten or
      twenty years.  But this doesn't make any sense, Joe. Why would
      Richie intentionally step in front of a car, or jump in the bay? I've
      known him since he was seventeen and he's never been what I'd
      call 'self-destructive'.  Reckless, yes, but he doesn't go out of his
      way to get hurt."
      
      "If it makes you feel any better, I agree with you," Joe said.
      
      Duncan sighed, rubbing his forehead tiredly.  "You know, I
      honestly don't think Richie's even aware of what he's doing."
      
      "What?  Like he's sleepwalking?  That's his Watcher's theory."
      
      "Yeah, maybe."
      
      "Well, if he is suddenly sleepwalking, there's something behind it.
      He still hasn't said anything to you?"
      
      "No, but I didn't push him today.  I wanted to wait until I had more
      to go on."
      
      "So now what?" Joe asked at length, surreptitiously watching the
      Scot's face while trying to downplay his own apprehension.
      
      "Now I stake out his place and follow him if he leaves.  We may
      know what's been happening to Richie, but we don't know why,
      and I intend to find out."
      
      "Want some company?"  The Scot seemed surprised, spurring Joe
      to add, "hey, you're watching Richie, I'm watching you.  I'll give
      Cal the night off and watch you both.  I'm sure after all this stuff
      with the kid he'll be glad for a good night's sleep."
      
      Duncan opened his mouth to protest, but the younger man cut him
      off. "I know you don't *need* my help, but I'd like to be a part of
      this, if you'll let me."
      
      The plea was given with such candor that the Highlander felt small
      for even contemplating leaving the Watcher out.  His help had
      already proved invaluable, and it well might again.  Duncan gave
      him a small, weary smile.  "Thanks, Joseph."
      
      "De nada.  Don't forget, MacLeod, Richie means a lot to me,
      too."
      
      "I know, and I'm glad you've never let any disagreements we've had
      in the past keep you from being there for him."
      
      "I wouldn't do that, Mac.  My friendship with Richie doesn't have
      anything to do with you and me.  I'm not sure it ever did."
      
      Duncan smiled warmly at the Watcher for that, grateful to know
      that Richie had a stalwart friend in the silver-haired bar owner, one
      that wouldn't turn away from him when the going got rough.
      
      "What time did Richie's Watcher say these excursions of Richie's
      took place?" the Scot asked.
      
      "It sounded like they were all in the wee hours of the morning.
      Why don't I meet you here at midnight and we can drive over to his
      place together?"
      
      "If you're sure you want to do this..."
      
      "I'm sure," Joe assured him, climbing awkwardly to his feet while
      Duncan did the same with a grace he silently envied.
      
      "All right, Joe, I'll see you tonight."  The Immortal walked beside
      him to the elevator.
      
      Joe stepped inside, then turned to face him again as he lowered the
      gate.  "Don't worry, MacLeod, we'll figure this thing out."
      
      The Highlander watched him out of sight, then "I hope so," he
      murmured to the now-empty room.
      
      ~~~~~~~~~
      
      Joe was prompt, as always, and the pair left the dojo parking lot
      just past midnight.  They pulled into the street behind Richie's
      apartment building ten minutes later and made their way to the
      building's dingy atrium, Duncan matching his stride to that of his
      companion.
      
      "You take the elevator, Joe, I'll take the stairs. That'll put us at
      opposite ends of Richie's hallway - he won't be able to leave
      without one of us seeing him."
      
      "Good idea," the Watcher agreed.  He moved off, his cane tapping
      out a tattoo on the tiled floor.
      
      Duncan waited until Joe was on his way up before making his way
      to the stairwell and starting the climb.  Reaching Richie's floor, he
      stepped into the hall, spotting Joe almost immediately.  He moved
      to the far end of the hall as Joe stepped back out of sight, each
      preparing to spend what might be a long, wakeful night alone.
      
      Less than two hours later, Duncan sensed an approaching Immortal
      and rose from his crouch, alerting Joe of movement a moment
      before Richie's door opened and the young Immortal stepped into
      view.
      
      Wearing worn, faded jeans and a form-fitting T-shirt, the redhead
      moved resolutely for the stairwell, looking to neither side, but
      staring straight ahead as he went.  One hand reached out and
      turned the knob and he pulled the door open, stepping inside and
      letting it drift shut behind him.
      
      Duncan hastened from his post, following in Richie's footsteps,
      scarcely registering the tapping of Joe's cane as he joined him.
      They gave each other the barest of glances, then Duncan ducked
      his head into the stairwell briefly, pulling back to hiss at the
      Watcher.  "He's going up."
      
      "Up?  Why would he go up?"
      
      "I don't know, but I'm going to follow.  Stay here, I'll pick you up
      on the way down if he changes direction."
      
      Joe nodded, and Duncan took off on cat-like feet, his long legs
      allowing him to take the stairs two and three at a time.  He hung
      back enough to keep Richie from sensing him, but not so far that
      he couldn't hear the younger man's footsteps on the stairs above.
      He expected the redhead to exit at one of the two habitable floors
      above his, but Richie continued upward until he reached the roof,
      the heavy metal door groaning loudly on rust-coated hinges as he
      pulled it open.
      
      Duncan reached it before it clanged shut, peering around the edge,
      his eyes scanning the dark for any sign of his student and friend.
      Motion near the far end of the roof caught his eye and he moved
      cautiously in that direction, leery of tipping Richie off until he
      knew his agenda for the evening.  He could just make out the
      bejeaned form in the meager light from the street below, and
      cocked his head to the side as Richie climbed onto the outer ledge
      without hesitation.
      
      His mind accepted what he was seeing a split second too late to
      leap forward and grab the young Immortal before he stepped off
      the ledge into open space.  He did race forward then, crying
      Richie's name as he did, grabbing the ledge with suddenly ice-cold
      hands as he gazed over and down.
      
      Richie lay in a tangle of broken limbs in the alleyway below, his
      head in a pool of rapidly-spreading blood, the beam of the nearest
      streetlight catching him in its yellow glow.
      
      Duncan turned and sprinted back to the stairs, no longer mindful of
      the noise he was making as he took them four at a time back to
      Richie's floor.  He found Joe waiting where he had left him, and
      took a few precious moments to spit out "alley, left side of
      building," before ducking back inside and racing down the
      remaining flights.  He found Richie's body undisturbed and quickly
      pulled him behind a dumpster, out of the streetlamp's beam.
      A few minutes later he heard a loudly whispered "MacLeod" and
      leaned out of their hidey-hole to wave Joe forward.
      
      The Watcher maneuvered gingerly through the debris in the alley,
      stopping in front of Duncan and the young man cradled in his lap.
      "Good God, MacLeod, what happened to him?" he asked, staring
      aghast at Richie's condition.
      
      "He jumped," was the carefully composed reply.
      
      "Jumped?  You mean fell."
      
      "No, Joe, he jumped. Deliberately.  I wouldn't have believed it if I
      hadn't seen it myself.  He just jumped," Duncan repeated, one hand
      resting gently against Richie's forehead, the other arm wrapped
      protectively around the young man's chest. "You might as well go
      home," he said at length.  "I'll stay with him till he revives and
      make sure he's all right.  I'll probably spend the night here, just to
      be sure."
      
      Joe thought about arguing, but the strained look on the Scot's face
      changed his mind.  "Okay, Mac.  I'll call in the morning and see
      how you're both doing."  A nod from the Highlander and he started
      his trek back to the car, leaving the Immortal to his silent vigil.
      
      
      After another fifteen interminable minutes of waiting, Duncan felt
      the first stirrings of Immortal presence.  Moments later, Richie
      gasped loudly and struggled for that first clean breath, lungs
      straining to fill once more.  His eyes flew open, his expression one
      of momentary panic, the dark blue of his eyes a deep onyx in the
      dim light.  Duncan tightened his grip as Richie instinctively
      struggled against the arms that held him immobile.
      
      "Richie, stop.  It's me.  It's Duncan."
      
      "Mac?" the young man breathed, stilling instantly.  He coughed
      raggedly then, small droplets of blood spraying from his lips as his
      throat fought to clear itself.  "Wh...where are we?  What
      happened?"
      
      Duncan released his grip on the young Immortal and helped him to
      a sitting position, keeping one hand on his arm for his own peace
      of mind as much as Richie's.  "You had a little accident," the Scot
      related, with a calm he didn't feel.
      
      Richie looked down at himself, then up at his surroundings; a deep
      shudder ran though him.  "Yeah, an accident," he muttered weakly.
      
      "Come on," Duncan urged, climbing to his feet and giving the
      redhead a hand up.  "Let's get you back upstairs.  Then you and I
      are going to talk."
      
      Hearing the steel in his teacher's voice, Richie looked up,
      swallowing hard.  "Yeah, talk," he said unhappily.  He
      concentrated on putting one foot in front of the other after that,
      Duncan's hand at his left elbow to steady him as they made the
      return trip to his apartment.  Once inside, Richie slumped down
      onto the couch and ran a hand back through his hair, grimacing at
      the sticky blood matting the short red curls.
      
      "Okay, Rich, it's time for you to tell me what's going on," Duncan
      declared, taking up a rigid stance directly in front of him.
      
      Richie shrugged, that small movement nearly taxing what
      remained of his strength. "What's to tell?  I don't know what's
      going on, Mac.  I wish I did, but--"
      
      "I believe you."
      
      "What?" Richie squeaked, mouth dropping open in surprise.  "You
      do?"
      
      "Yes, I do," Duncan replied with a wry smile, abandoning his
      austere posture.
      
      Richie tilted his head to the side, regarding the older man
      suspiciously.  "Why?  Even I don't believe me," he admitted; blue
      eyes grew wide as the realization hit him.  "You know something,
      don't you?"
      
      Duncan nodded, sitting down beside him and taking in the dried
      bloodstains on the couch's surface with a jaundiced eye. Richie
      was going to have to do some major reupholstering when this was
      all over.  "I have a few things to tell you that you may not already
      know, but it can wait until morning.  Why don't you turn in now,
      and we'll talk about it then?"
      
      "No way, Mac," the young man said with grim determination,
      looking more himself than he had at any time during the week. "I
      want to know now.  You don't understand how I feel...how I've
      been feeling.  Whatever it is, it can't be worse than everything I've
      imagined."
      
      "Maybe you're right," the Scot conceded.  "Maybe getting
      everything out in the open right away is the best thing for all of
      us."  He ran a hand across the back of his neck, massaging aching
      muscles.  "All right, let's start at the beginning.  After I saw the
      condition you were in when you came home yesterday, I decided
      to get some information from your Watcher."
      
      "You went to my Watcher to talk about me?!" Richie demanded,
      horrified at the prospect.
      
      Not surprised at the outburst, Duncan raised a hand to silence the
      irate young man.  "Hear me out, Rich.  I know this sounds like a
      betrayal, but you may feel differently before I'm finished."
      
      Richie glared at his teacher, then settled down with an audible huff
      and an unmistakable pout.
      
      The Highlander smiled approvingly at the halted tantrum and
      returned to his explanation, covering everything up to, but not
      including, that night's foray into the alleyway below.
      
      "My Watcher told you all that?" Richie muttered.  The young
      Immortal's distress had grown exponentially as each detail of his
      evening exploits unfolded.
      
      "Not me...Joe," Duncan admitted, finally relating that little
      undisclosed piece of information.
      
      "Joe knows?" Richie asked, looking even less pleased at that bit of
      news.
      
      "I had to tell him, Rich.  I needed to know what was going on and I
      couldn't go to your Watcher myself."
      
      "Yeah," Richie reluctantly agreed, falling into a temporary funk,
      hands balled into fists in his lap.  "It's okay, Mac," he said, finally.
      "Joe's a friend.  I guess I'm just a little embarrassed."
      
      "You don't have any reason to be embarrassed, Richie," Duncan
      countered, sounding more stern than he intended.  "Whatever the
      reason, you don't seem to have any control over this and we need
      to find out why."
      
      "So you came here tonight to find out if it was true?" Richie
      deduced.
      
      "Joe and I came to see for ourselves, yes."
      
      Noting the absence of a certain Watcher the young Immortal
      commented, "I guess it freaked Joe out, huh?"
      
      "No, Richie," Duncan said mildly.  "I told Joe to go.  He was
      interested, believe me."
      
      "Well, it's no big deal now, anyway.  If I'm sleepwalking, maybe
      it'll stop on its own."
      
      "And maybe it won't," Duncan countered, bracing himself for an
      argument.  "You can't keep going like this.  You're too young to
      die night after night and not have it affect you.  And just how
      much longer do you think you can function without an
      uninterrupted night's sleep?  Look at yourself, your hands are
      shaking so badly you couldn't hold a sword steady if your life
      depended on it.  And it does, Richie."
      
      As predicted, Richie had opened his mouth to argue halfway
      through Duncan's analysis of his situation.  He closed it again,
      reluctantly accepting the logic of it.
      
      "Okay.  Something's gotta give.  I agree with you.  But I don't
      know why I'm sleepwalking, Mac.  How can I stop it if I don't
      know why I'm doing it?"
      
      Duncan had been preparing for this moment since hearing Richie's
      Watcher's report.  "I have an old friend in France.  I'll call him
      in the morning and ask his advice on where to go with this."
      
      "An *old* friend?" Richie asked, eyebrows raised.
      
      "A *very* old friend."
      
      "Why do I get the feeling everybody's going to know about this
      before it's over?" the young man muttered to no one in particular.
      He straightened then, regarding his friend and mentor with an
      open, trusting gaze.  "Okay, Mac.  If you think it's the right thing to
      do."  A shaky hand came up to brush across his eyes and a slight
      tremor ran through him.
      
      The redhead was obviously fading fast, exhaustion taking its toll.
      
      "Go to bed, Richie.  I'll stay out here and make sure you don't take
      another walk tonight."
      
      "I'm fine, Mac.  You don't have to do that."
      
      "I know I don't *have* to."  He gave his young friend a fond smile.
      "Go to bed, Richie."
      
      "Okay," Richie acquiesced, lacking the strength to argue further.
      "Thanks, Mac," he added timidly, climbing to unsteady feet.
      
      "You'd do it for me," Duncan said with assurance, and smiled at
      the younger man as Richie stopped in front of him.
      
      "Yeah," he said simply, a smile finally breaking through his
      haggard visage.  "Night."  He resumed his plodding pace toward
      his room.
      
      Duncan watched the retreating form, resisting the urge to follow
      and tuck the youth in.  "Sleep tight."
      
      "From your lips to God's ears," he heard Richie mutter softly.
      
      "I hope so, Rich.  I hope so," the Scot murmured, adding his own
      heartfelt prayer as he stretched out on the couch, facing the open
      bedroom door.  Sleep pulled at him and he gave in to it, knowing
      his warrior's skills would alert him to Richie's movements.
      Morning would come all too soon.
      
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