Date:         Tue, 31 Oct 1995 00:52:09 -0500
Reply-To:     Hobert@AOL.COM
Sender:       Highlander TV show stories <HLFIC-L@PSUVM.PSU.EDU>
From:         K Robnett <Hobert@AOL.COM>
Subject:      WANTING TO GET A HEAD,  Part 1 of 3

Author's Note-------------

     Samhain.  Hallow's Eve.  Legend has it that on...
Oops, sorry.  Been there, done that.  Once again, I
present for your inspection my annual treat.  So,
make sure the kids are in bed (without the candy),
fix yourself a nice mug of something hot, and curl
up in front of the monitor.  You might want to wear
houseshoes - you don't want your feet getting cold.
Trust me, it's about to get *very* chilly.  And I hope
you make it to All Saint's Day.  Alive, that is!



WANTING TO GET A HEAD
A Halloween Treat
by Kevin H. Robnett


     Richie Ryan looked out the small side window of the Cessna
airplane, trying desperately to make out anything in the driving
rain.  Occasional bursts of lightning lit up the clouds, but beyond
the wings of the small craft, only darkness prevailed.  He
couldn't see the stars, couldn't see the ground, knew in his
mind that only magic and a prayer kept them from plummeting
to the ground.  Actually, wilderness.  Heights, and wilderness.
Those scared him almost as much as anything else in the last
four months.

     It was bad enough he had never even left the city limits in
all his eighteen years.  Nor even had enough money in his pockets,
nor a foster family that cared to treat him with a trip to the
Seacouver Tower observation deck.  His world had revolved
around concrete, cement and glass, all at ground level.  He was
a street kid.  That fact, as much as any other, had changed once
he met Duncan MacLeod.  A lot of things had changed.  His clothes,
his attitude.  Like being able to decide what he did with his time.
Now, he could look forward to invoices, shipments, openings
and exhibits, *customers*.  Certain things were expected of
the newest staff member of the distinguished gallery of
Noel & MacLeod.  And one of those had required his first ride
in an airplane.

     He had known about the plans for flying to the opening of
Tessa's showing in Chicago for several weeks, had even been
responsible (successfully) for shipping her pieces to the
gallery on time and in perfect shape.  But his mental picture
of a sleek Boeing 747 was burst the second he saw Duncan
standing next to the tiny crop duster at the airport.  He almost,
but not quite, fainted.

     It was too soon after his 'adoption' to feel comfortable
arguing about the choice of transportation.  He just climbed
in and slumped into a rear seat next to the luggage.  And hoped
no one would look back and see how green his face was.  Then
they were taxiing for take-off, and all Richie worried about
was not throwing up.

     That first trip had been in the early morning, a bright day
with no weather to obscure the ground racing by.  When they
had landed, he had almost talked himself out of the paralyzing
fear he felt.  After that, he was busy again, playing errand
boy at the showing, answering a myriad of questions asked
by those not lucky enough to congregate with the artist and
her paramour.  Occasionally, he handed out one of the business
cards he was so proud of, telling a prospective buyer to "call
us next week."  By all accounts, a productive and successful
evening.

     By the time the party was winding down, and Duncan had
finally given permission for a glass of champagne, Richie was
feeling mighty pleased with himself.  No high school diploma,
no fancy training, and he was still pulling his own weight
around the antique store.  Neither Tessa nor Duncan's eyes
showed that brief hint of panic when he told them of a sale
nowadays.  In fact, just last week, a painting  was priced at
his figure, not one of theirs.  "Yes, sir," he had gloated.
"Things are looking up for this puppy."

     Right now, being *up* was the last thing Richie was
wishing for.  All the rosy contentment vanished the second
the little Cessna took off.  Soon, they encountered a storm,
causing the plane to dip and shake.  "Turbulence," Duncan
had told them.  Roller coaster ride, Richie thought.  His hands
were white where they clenched the seat, his eyes closed
as he fought the nausea.   In front of him, the two lovers
were talking, but all he did was pray.  Yes, the wise-cracking
Ryan was fervently praying.  He promised God and the Devil
anything if he only lived through this night.

     An electrical charge jolted Richie, a bright flash visible
through his clenched eyelids.  The clap of thunder deafened
him, so close he could smell the ozone.  "One engine down,"
Duncan informed the rest.  It was impossible to hear the
other one cough and sputter in the storm, but Richie imagined
he felt the throbbing through the cabin walls.  Then it stopped
as well, his heart freezing in his chest.

    "Our father, who art in...."

     "We're going down," Duncan announced, a little too calmly
for Richie's taste.  Yeah, a fat lot of good for us, he angrily
thought.  *You'll* come out of this smelling like a rose, and...

     "Shit!"

     The floor dropped out as gravity failed, Richie's stomach
suddenly located in his throat.  There was no time to apologize
for his outburst of profanity, no time to put his head between
his legs and kiss his ass goodbye.  Only time to hope the madding
scream was something in his head, and not coming from his mouth
as he pictured the ragged timberline swiftly approaching.

     "I'm gonna die, I'm gonna die," he repeated, over and over.
His voice rose after each quick breath, afraid that the next
would never come.  His heart pounded as his ears popped and
tears flowed.  "Please, I don't...," he started to say, before the
sound of the aircraft smashing into the trees drowned him out.
He had time for one last screech as the plane suddenly slowed,
Richie's head snapping forward into Duncan's seat.  Then all
that remained was blackness.

----------------

     "He's coming around," he heard Tessa say, aware of how
much like his picture of an angel she had become over these
last few months.  Or visa versa.  His head throbbed, and so
did other injured parts of his body.  Trying to sit up only made
things worse, so he lay there, waiting.  "Duncan," Tessa called.

     Surprisingly gently hands lifted his head as a soft object
was placed under it, then lay it back down, a make-shift pillow
to ease the pain.  He was sprawled on the cold and hard ground.
It wasn't raining, but in the distance, the soft sounds of
thunder echoed.  Only a matter of time before the storm caught
up with them.

     "Richie?"  Duncan's strong voice cut through the haze.  He
wanted to respond, wanted to cuss out MacLeod for this mess.
All he managed was a groan, but it was enough.  "Try not to move,"
the Highlander said, softer this time.  "You probably have a
concussion, and your left arm is broken."  There was sympathy
mixed with concern in the hushed tones.  "It's already been set,
but I need to disinfect the wound where the bone cut through.
All we have is alcohol...."

     Then agony burst through the fog of Richie's mind, scorching
pain racing from his arm to every part of his body.  Hands held
him down, kept him from struggling.  He could hear his own wail,
wondering what he had ever done in his life to deserve this.
It was Hell.  Only pain surrounded him.

     Deep inside, where he had long ago learned to hide his
true feelings, a calmness waited.  Over the years, when
things had gone from bad to worse, it beckoned to him.
Surprised, he had always backed away.  Never before had
he any reason to search it out, but now, all he wanted was
for the pain to stop.  Forever.  He embraced the calm, letting
its cool, soothing hands ease his torment.  Death is a sweet
lover, he thought, a snippet from English class surfacing.
Not death, the calmness chuckled.  Something entirely different.

     He didn't care.  As long as it stopped the anguish, he
welcomed it.  No longer concerned with living, Richie Ryan's
heart stopped.

----------------

     Tessa bent her head closer to Richie's face.  "He's not
breathing," she cried, drawing Duncan's attention from the
open wound.  Quickly, he set the wine bottle and cloth strips
down, shuffling on his knees to Richie's head.  It only took
a few seconds for his two fingers to search for a pulse.
Or lack thereof.

     "Damn," Duncan cursed, abandoning all attempts at
gentleness.  One hand grabbed the coat, jerking it from
under Richie's head.  The other pulled up on the youth's neck,
opening the throat passage.  Without hesitation, the Highlander
pinched the nose shut, breathing two quick puffs of air down
Richie's mouth.  A brief check for breath sounds, and Duncan
repeated the process.  Still no response.

     Cupping his hands, Duncan began CPR, compressing the
teenager's chest, then forcing more air into Richie's lungs.
Over and over, he repeated the cycle, not willing to give up.
"It's too soon," he muttered cryptically in between numbers.

     Luck was finally with the trio.  Richie coughed, then
gasped in a lungful of air.  Duncan sat back on his haunches,
breathing heavily himself.  It was then the first drops of
rain fell, reminding everyone the storm was still with them.

----------------

     Dawn found them huddled in the remains of the plane's
cabin, the only piece large enough to provide any kind of shelter.
The rain had slacked off to a drizzle, and only the transformation
of the skies from black to gray had signaled the sun was up.
No one had been able to sleep.  Even though they had a roof
over their heads, the wind had been fierce, and they were
all soaked to the skin.  Richie was surprisingly lucid,
complaining every ten minutes about how cold and miserable
he was.  And how much the splints on his arm itched.

     Duncan was the first to venture away from the plane,
trying to find a better shelter.  Tessa stayed with Richie,
huddling close to him for warmth in the cold air.  The teenager
chattered incessantly, all the while Tessa softly replied,
trying to keep him calm.  She let him reach for his forehead
with his good hand, sympathetically grimacing as he hissed
when his fingers found the wound.  It wasn't hard to pull his
arm down, his eyes full of tears.  A quick check of the
bandages on his broken arm showed the bleeding there had
finally stopped.  It seemed a miracle that Richie was alive.

     "After we landed, Duncan was in pretty bad shape," she
had told him.  "I looked back, and everything behind us was
gone.  The tail end, your seat, the luggage."  Duncan managed to
instantly heal, of course.  And Tessa had somehow walked
away almost unscathed.  "Except for a few bumps and bruises,"
she added.  Richie was the one that had gotten the brunt of it.
They had found him a few terror-filled minutes later, still
belted into his seat, unconscious and bleeding profusely.

     The youth chuckled, waiting a second while his head
throbbed before explaining.  "Well, I am getting used to
being a punching bag," he offered, his first attempt at his
usual humor all morning.  By the time Duncan returned, the
pair was reduced to giggles, each trying to top the other
with disaster stories.

     "I'm glad everyone's enjoying this little detour," the
Highlander joked.  In the only spare shirt, he carried a pile
of berries, offering the food to Tess and Richie.  "I found
one suitcase, and there's a house.  It's apparently been
abandoned for a *long* time, but it seems safe.  Spotted a
chimney, so we can probably make a fire."

     Richie hungrily grabbed a handful of the berries, stuffing
them in his mouth greedily before stopping to think.  "Thss
mmare smme?," he mumbled with his mouth full, his features
screwed up in apprehension.

     "They're edible," Duncan replied, laughing as he handed
the rest to Tessa.  She happily popped two in her mouth, then
chased them down with a handful of rainwater.  "Though not
real filling," he added as an afterthought.

     Tessa bent over and kissed him, before cling out of the
cabin.  "I don't know about you, but the thought of a dry,
enclosed room and a warm fire is very appealing," she said,
finishing off the berries.  "Unless you want to stay?"

     Richie shook his head, moaning softly when it hurt.  She
and Duncan bent down, gently lifting the teenager to his feet.
With his good arm over the Highlander's shoulders, and Duncan's
hand around his waist, he began limping in the direction Duncan
pointed.  After a hundred yards, Tessa sprinted off to find the
wayward suitcase.

     Mobile, finally, and somewhat clear headed, Richie looked
around the place they had crashed.  It was forest, something
that would show up on the Discovery Channel.  They had landed
in a long valley, with tall mountains surrounding them.  No
sign of life or civilization.  Only the dull roar of unseen thunder,
and the patter of rain on the ground.

     Tessa was the first to see the bridge.  She stopped, the
suitcase by her side.  Duncan tightened his grip on Richie,
pulling him to a halt.  It was a wooden structure, no more
than a floor and railings over the stream.  On this side, two
tall ash poles flanked the path, rusted metal lanterns at the
top.  In places, the wooden planks had rotted, leaving holes
over the rushing water.

     "The right side is stable," Duncan informed them, letting
Tessa cross first before helping Richie.  "This was why I wasn't
surprised to find the house.  You don't build a bridge in the
middle of nowhere."  The teenager had taken two steps across
before he stopped, suddenly looking around, frightened.  "What
is it?," Duncan asked, not bothering to call out to Tessa.

     It was a moment before Richie replied.  "Something's...different,"
he said, hesitantly.  "It's quieter."  Duncan waited to see if
the young man would say more, but all Richie did was sag a
little, fatigued from the walk.

     "We're almost there, tough guy," Duncan said, now almost
carrying the teenager.  They caught up with Tessa on the other
side.  Richie spared a single glance back before concentrating
on the path before them, an overgrown track.

     It wasn't long before the house appeared behind a bend in
the path.  The area around it was cleared, and off in the
distance they could hear the stream rushing by.  It perched
on a small rise, lording over the wild countryside.  It was
two stories tall, and of a very old design.  Tessa guessed
American Revolution and Duncan agreed.  A few of the wooden
shutters were missing, and the roof drooped, but it still
looked inviting.

     Duncan had kicked in the front door when he first explored
the abode, and as promised, the front room was dry, enclosed,
and sported a fireplace.  Duncan urged his charge to lie down,
but Richie stubbornly refused.  Instead, the Highlander helped
him amble to a corner before leaving to find dry wood.

     "Let's see," Tessa absently said as she opened the
suitcase.  "It seems our change of clothing fared as well
as we did.  Shirt. Vest.  Camouflage pants.  One tuxedo."
As she named each item, she laid the soggy clothing on
the floor.  "Ah, ha.  Ugly green jacket."  Triumphantly, she
held up Richie's leather coat.  "Flip you for it."

     Richie chuckled.  "I've already been flipped," he said.
"Go ahead, you're freezing."  He didn't mention he was
freezing as well.  For some unlikely reason, he was turning
into a nice guy the more he hung around these people.  He
sighed as she put it on, wishing for the days when he didn't
care what happened to anyone else.

     Duncan entered, carrying an armful of what looked like
pieces from a broken chair or two.  "Tessa, you still have a
lighter?"  The artist nodded, digging the item from her pants.
Within minutes, the furniture fragments were burning away,
brightening the dreary room with light and a cheerful popping.
"We need to get out of these wet clothes," Duncan added
after finishing with the fire.

     Richie looked down in embarrassment when Tessa began
taking off clothing.  He was struggling futilely with his shirt
when Duncan walked up.  The young man didn't want to ask for
help, but his good hand was having difficulty with the buttons.
"Let me help you," Duncan offered, reaching for them.

     Richie snorted.  Famous last words, he thought.  It always
seemed someone was trying to help.  That's what his foster
parents had said, but when the going got tough, help was the
last thing he got.  No help, no understanding, no love.  Just
thrown back into the system so many times....

     By now, the teenager had learned to stop this train of thought.
Still not looking up as he felt the Highlander's hands unbuttoning
his shirt, he focused on the large rent in Duncan's sweater.
"One of the engine rods," Duncan informed him, noticing the
interest.  Richie's hand absently brushed the unbroken skin that
was visible, healed in minutes instead of days.  "Jealous?"
Duncan joked.  Richie's startled look of surprise as his head
shot up showed how close to the mark the Highlander had hit.
Neither said another word as Duncan pulled off Richie's shirt,
careful of the arm, then started on the pants.
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